pissed!

I recently went to the 2009 UAAP Cheer Dance Competition. Arrgghhh! I hate it. Our school, UST, did not won. It was the UP Pep Squad who got the third spot, ADMU Blue Babble Battalions hit the second spot and the FEU Cheering Squad as the new champs. We, the UST crowd felt so humiliated of what the UP crowd did to us. When Boom Gonzales was about to announce who the winner was, the freakin’ UP crowd cheered for FEU then all of the other schools started to cheer for FEU as well. Well. Congratulations to FEU, you deserve it as well as for Ateneo and UP.

For the UST Salinggawi Dance Troupe, champs pa din kayo para samin. :)

"Fall seven times, stand up eight."

the "joker".

haha. this day was one of the funniest day for me. haha.

grabe. as in ung bunganga ni cris sooobra sa kadaldalan haha :))

kung sino sino yung inaasar niya. hahaha. he always makes fun of other people kaya madaming may lihim na galit sa kanya bwahahaha :))

haha i'm just sooo happy today. not entirely because of cris noh! haha kasi parang ang saya. no problems, no dilemmas. (synonyms :D ) I wish my everyday will be like this, but nothing is perfect. Right? haha. Well I can say, I want to live my life to the fullest. :) I just want to laugh my ass off all day haha :))

Life less serious.

babalik kpa?

(click PLAY to listen to the song) i love this song. i like the way UDD wrote their songs :) i hope you guys like this too :)

Nilibot na ang buong mundo
Di pa rin ako nakukuntento
Makakahanap ng ipapalit
Nang walang babala
Lumipas ay nagbabalik pala

Nalilito na ako hindi na dapat gan'to
Nakaraan ay natapos at napagdaanan na
Bakit na sisindak pa sa t'wing naaalala
Matatauhan na wala ka na pala

Ako sila'y nandito na
Ikaw na lang ang kulang
Anong lunod o lalim ba't 'di na lang lumutang
Anong pait ang matamis at aking susubukan
Anong silbi ng narito
'Di mo na kailangan

Hindi nga nagtagal ang pagpapanggap na 'to
Kaliwa at kanan harap at likod ano mang anggulo
Titigan ay bumibigay ako

Damdamin ay kay bigat
Naisip na ang lahat
Wala na ba talaga akong magagawa pa

Ako sila'y nandito na
Ikaw na lang ang kulang
Anong lunod o lalim ba't 'di na lang lumutang
Anong tamis ang mapait at aking iiwasan
Walang silbi ang narito
'Di mo na kailangan

Wala na bang makakapantay at di na ba dapat pang maghintay
Ako lang ba ang nagkasala?
Kumakapit sa natitirang sana.

Kung babalik ka pa hanggang kailan kaya?
Ako dito mag aabang na magdutong na ang patlang
Ang kulang ay mapupunan wala nang makahahadlang
Wala na yatang hihigit sa pangungulila ko
Iba na bang nagbibigay ng mga kailangan mo?

Oh sana
Kay higpit ng kapit sa unan kagabi ko
Oh sana
Inaasam muling makatabi at mahalik sana

:(

what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to suddenly just stops loving you?

you just breakdown.

Ü

teng is my everyTENG :)

DEDZ.

i got caught. damn so stupid.

- breakdown -

i opened creative media player and double clicked on my playlist. guess what? i only have three songs on it. haha weird? the title of the playlist is, "my three options".

the first song started. on it's way to the chorus it made me feel so sad and lonely. nostalgic. i felt really empty.

another song played on my playlist. . the first line of the song was, "I'd love to make you mine."

i thought of someone else. not the boy i used to think of everyday. a different one. he's clouding up my mind and my heart. everytime i see and talk to him, i have butterflies in my stomach. i know it's not appropriate, but what can i do? you can't blame me. trust me :)

poof. the song stopped.

the last song on my playlist, begun.

"we've shared the laughter and the pain. and even shared the tears. You're the only one who really knew me at all."

i thought of the boy. the boy that i knew for a long time.

he's all i need :)