- breakdown -

i opened creative media player and double clicked on my playlist. guess what? i only have three songs on it. haha weird? the title of the playlist is, "my three options".

the first song started. on it's way to the chorus it made me feel so sad and lonely. nostalgic. i felt really empty.

another song played on my playlist. . the first line of the song was, "I'd love to make you mine."

i thought of someone else. not the boy i used to think of everyday. a different one. he's clouding up my mind and my heart. everytime i see and talk to him, i have butterflies in my stomach. i know it's not appropriate, but what can i do? you can't blame me. trust me :)

poof. the song stopped.

the last song on my playlist, begun.

"we've shared the laughter and the pain. and even shared the tears. You're the only one who really knew me at all."

i thought of the boy. the boy that i knew for a long time.

he's all i need :)